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wOW I'M SURPRISED I REMEMBERED THE PASSWORD FOR THIS ACCOUNT, HNNN.

I JUST WANTED TO UPDATE, THAT BECAUSE OF A FEW THINGS IN MY LIFE, I HAD TO GO AND MAKE ANOTHER NEW MAIN ACCOUNT

WHICH IS THIIISSSS

:iconappurs:

AND HEY, I HAVE AN ASK ACCOUNT YOU DICKS

:iconask-insane-sky:

AAHHAAHAHAHA YEAH K BYE
Hey! I thought maybe it was about time to start over- I don't feel this account is very personalized, and I think it's had it's run. SO, with that said, I'll be switching accounts.


:iconcarpeht:

I won't be deactivating- y'see, the email I used it sort of.. not mine, and I forgot the password of it wayyy back. And the fact that I was asked to keep this up.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE: DO NOT MESSAGE ME HERE, WATCH ME, GIVE ME POINTS, ETC. THE ACCOUNT IN NO LONGER IN USE!


Please take the time to go to my new account. Thank you!

~Sarah
As of next year, on November 23rd 2014, I will be moving from Hampton Virginia to Copperhill Tennessee.

The reason for this is to take care of my grandmother. We'll be living on seven/eight acres of land out there, gonna build a house...

I may seem sad, and that's all possible; but I really don't know how I feel about this.

...

I really wish we would move this year. I don't want to go to Bethel High for Christs sake! I hate it there already... and while I don't want to leave Dominque or Sara, I just can't handle Virginia, or this house anymore.

Everywhere I look, I see her. Mom.

It hurts to know I grew up here, really had the time of my life, and now I'm being forced to leave everything behind, including my brother, who's leaving for the Navy early next year.

I'm just scared- because it would be in the middle of my softmore year, and God..

I want to leave, and I don't.

I mean, I really have no friends here anyway, and It's not like there's no internet out there. Maybe I would be better off in a school like that? I know though, there will probably be no one like me, or nearly close to my personality... but I guess I should just hope for the best.

Oh- speaking of my Mom, the first anniversary of her death is coming up on the 29th of October. I'm scared, I really am.... the way my Dad acted on other dates like mothers day and her birthday? Why wouldn't I be scared?!

Maybe I'm over reacting, I don't know. At least I'll be able to keep in touch with everyone here... guess I'll start actually using my phone.

The biggest part of me though wishes we would just go ahead and move, my Dad and I.

I hate it here.

The racism is off the charts- I don't go one day without people judging me for my skin color, while in copper hill-

and I'm being COMPLETELY, UTTERLY SERIOUS-

There is nothing but white people.

100%.

There was an... "African-American" family, but it was back in the mid 90's, and their house was burned down when the KKK was still there.

It scares me to know that a place like that exists- therefore, I really don't know where I'd rather be-

In a place where being white is nearly a sin-

or where talking about a race other than white makes you seem like a witch of some sort.

I'm not racist, trust me. I love everybody, as you can see- but Hampton... just...

Ugh.

Whites, blacks, Asians, Indians, everyone! All wannabe gangsters...

Gah... I'll try and talk to my Dad about it.

Maybe--....

I'm just scared.

~Sarah











I had to do it srry mans

1) What's their name?
Kat/Endy/Poopbutt

3) Do you get along with this person all the time?
Pretty much yeah we're really stoops-

4) How old is the person?
13
I'm older you bitch

5) Has he/she ever cooked for you?
No
Fuck
Idt either of us can cook omf

6) Is this person the same age as you?
Hueno

7) Have you ever kissed this person?
No but I've attempted to smooch her lady friend through the screenage--

8.) Have you ever laughed for longer than 2 minutes?
Oh my Gah yes

Like for ten minutes

10) Are you really close to him/her?
Friendship wise yes, but she lives in Missouri.

11) Nicknames?
Kat, Endy, When I get angry I call her every curse word out there, Biggums some times  u w u

12) Do they have a nickname for you?
Apps and Sky, mainly.  Apples, Appity, I will one day get her to call me Carpeht :Y

13) Have you and this person been outside the country?
Nuh

I haven't at least, dunno if she has :V

14) Do you think they will repost this?

You fucking better whenever you get your computer cord back, asshat

15) Could you live with this person?
Hell to the fucking shit yes njdkfsniekjv

16) Why did you pick this person?

She's my little biggums. Seriously, though, she's one of the best friends I have :>

17) How long have you known this person?

fUCK

Well... mm. No corniness meant towards this, but I feel like I've known her my whole life u v u

18) What's your favourite thing to do with this person?
Play the crafts and just be derps on skype

Also rpsrpsrpsrps

19) Can you name one favorite memory with this person?

In minecraft, when were technically rping and I was Insane!Sky and she was Endy and Sky was high omf that was so funny

Endy had to tame Sky--

It's a long story.

And more, tooooooo ,o,

20) Have you ever joint bought something?
Noooo .I. I wish we could though-

21) If you ever moved away would you miss this person?

Well
 we live really far away already

We only know each other online so ergh

22) Have you ever written a song with this person?

No??? Idk I may've been high at some point

srs

23) Have you ever done something really stupid or illegal with this person?

oHMYGD

DOn"T GET ME STARTED ON THE STUPID SHIT WE DO

Uhhh illegal tho no

one day

24) How many piercings does this person have?

Idk

She refuses to webcam meeee

25) Would you date this person's siblings?

Fuck idk????? To old I think

26) Have you ever made something with this person?

Uh??? No??? I don't think so???

Well actually yeah mc houses

27) Have you ever cried with this person?

Yeahhh. She sort of just freaked out while I sobbed to death.

She listens. Good friend, great friend :>

28) Have you and this person ever got into a fight?

No, and let's keep it that way k??? K???????

29) Have you gone skinny dipping with this person?

One day asshole

I'll get you one dayyy

//crawlsawayinthemorninglight

30) Write something only they will understand.

"bURRBA"

"GOD DAMMIT NO FLINT NO FLINT"

31) What's something special you share?

Happiness and OTPSSSSS

32) What's the nicest thing they've ever given you?


and Happiness <3

Oh and my life.

33) Have you ever worn this person's clothes?

Omf no

Skyhas worn Endys clothes???

34) What's this person's favorite food?

Oo jeez I know she hates macaroni.

35) If it was "freaky friday" would you switch bodies with this person?

No--

Oh jeez

NOOOO

But I'd be pretty actually

So maybe????

36) Have you ever heard this person sing?

Yes

We singing buddies

37) Do you and this person frequently get drunk?

High, man.

High on the morning light.

38) Have you ever stolen anything from this person?

Her bby sometimes

and her feelingssss

39) Have you ever gone dancing with this person?


One day???????????? I can teach you how to formally dance man

plz???????????????????????????????????

40) If this person were a colour, what would they be?

She'd wanna be Black and white stripes with purple stuff too

But I think she'd be purple or a energetic yellow


41) Whens the next time you will see this person?

WHENEVER YOU GET YOUR CHORD BACK AND GET ONLINE

42) Does this person have brothers and/or sisters?

Older bro

43) If you could spend a day anywhere in the world with this person, where would you go?

Omggg totes go to vidcon and shit

OOOO AND UH BRITIAN AND JAPAN AND EVERYWHERE

WE'D PICK UP FLAME AND EVERYONE AND RUN AROUND LIKE CRAZY BITCHES AT KINGS DOMINION

44) What are you looking forward to be doing with this person?

I really wanna meet her one day irl that would be so shit face awesome I would die happy k???
45) What makes this person feel happy?

Minecraft, Skend(Sky x Endy), Flame, and more stuff

me hopefully???? Hng

46) Do you and this person talk a lot?

Yeah like everyday

47) Can you describe this person in one word?

Beautybutt.

Totes on word.

48) If you were to make a film of this person's life, what would you call it?

Being stupid- ADEVNTURES OF THE BLONDE CHICK ONLINE WHO MEETS ANOTHER SEXY BLONDE WHOO GAYYYYYY
 
Being serious- March on.

:>


49) Do you want to go out with this person?

Nope, we friends yo :Y

50) Do you want to be friends with them forever?
yesss ;__;

51) What are your names?
Endy and Sky
Kat and Apps
< She hates her real name so I won't do that to her> and Sarah

52) How old are you guys?
13 and 14

53) Cool! What are your favorite colors?
Uh she like everything striped black and white and anything purple
Mine iS GREEEEEEEENNNNN AND BUDDER

54) What's your song?

Uhhhidk

Sky and endy's is Monster tech

Jeezzzz man we need one-

55) What is your movie?

56) What is an accessory you both wear all the time?

We need one omf

Plz

57) How long have you been together?

We're friends tho

58) What are your favorite animals?

I like ducks and OTTERS OMGGG

She licks ocelots and uh

cats are her fav I think???

59) Okkkkk, What are your hobbies?
Mine????? Mmmmnnnnn I like drawing, acting, photography, sleeping, playing mc

Her's are drawing, Mc, and rolling around because of feels??????

Idk

Internet and youtube

60) Do you own any pets together?

No--

61) What's your favorite books?

Uhhh idk hers

I love everything by Steven King??????

62) Favorite bands?
SHe loves vocaloid it's not my fav but idc

Uh love Get scared, nickelback, disturbed, jeez uh--- LILLLLLLYYYYYYYYYY ALLEN IS MY BBY K????

63) Are you in love?
No :Y

64) Where was your first kiss?

When did this become all lovey dovey???? :V

65) How you you hold hands? Entwined fingers or non?

Noooooo???

66) Anything unique about your relationship?

I'm like the only person she can sing in frotn of or something like that?

Best mc buddies omddddd

67) Can you guys sing?

SINGING BUDDIES 5EVER

68) Dance?
I can. My mom taught me how to dance formally, but idk about Kat.


I'm totes gonna do more of these later yessss
Hey- You know those dreams when you pretty much relive really crap parts of your life things and I looks like you're in a fuckin' movie or some shit like that?

Well yeah.

Just relived some pretty deep shit.

Why

WHY RIGHT NOW?

By the way not going to bridge tomorrow so hue-

God I need to get my sleep rhythm  back on track.
((That was.. interesting, to say the least!

:>

Thanks for coming, sorry if you couldn't make it! .A.))


join.me/610-352-834

Yeah uh

Whoo???

I'll be afk for the first minute or so-
Or, so David said.

No NC. No running.

I swear if this happens again--

Ugh.

I'm going to see if I can pass up the bridge tomorrow. I just don't feel like I can handle it.

Thanks though, everyone :'>
I already posted something on my other account

But I just need you all to pray for me.

I'm leaving my Dad, my brother and I.

YOU SAY NOTHING TO ANYONE.

JUST

PRAY.

Get people at your church to

I have to go, bye
Okay! I can do this! I can totally do the summer bridge tomorrow! My brother is comin' so it should be a breeze!

Super pumped, guise, super pumped! (/.<.)/

I really am sorry for my mood yesterday everyone. I just don't handle that kind of stuff to well, but I'm fine!... I never really have someone play with my feelings like that, so it was odd.

Thanks for your concern, though! :> I'm drawing in this really cute style, to! I might just stream, Idk! :D

If I do, I wanna work on some gifts for you all!

~Apples
((Maybe I should start logging out of my DeviantART when I sleep? Or whenever I look away from the screen dammit.

//rollsaround))
====1. Are looks important in a relationship?

Sort of maybe???? Well like- I DO NOT love a person for their looks. I like a person by their looks, but the only way you can really LOVE someone is by who they are, or you really don't love them at all..

====2. Are relationships ever worth it?

Yeah :>

====3. Are you a virgin?

Mmhm!

====4. Are you in a relationship?
Nope uwu

====5. Are you in love?

Nnnnnope!

====6. Are you single this year?

Was I? No. I was dating someone.

====7. Can you commit to one person?

In all truth, I think the thought of commitment scares me a little. Just, not right now, I guess...

====8. Describe your crush/mate

Nope.

====9. Describe your perfect  *Crosses out 'mate'* boyfriend

Someone I can sit down with, joke about anything, share common interests, and the silence between us ins't awkward...

When your in love, silence is never awkward.

====10. Do you believe in love at first sight?

I do.

====11. Do you ever want to get married?

Yes.

====12. Do you forgive betrayal?
No.
Ladies, gentleman- they do it once
They'll do it again.

====13. Do you get jealous easily?

Terribly, but I hide it easily.

====14. Do you have a crush on anyone?

See, problem is with me, I take a simple flirt a bit to serious; example, guy in my class who did like me said I looked cute in a dress, and I giggled for the rest of the day, dammit..

No, I don't have a crush on someone, to answer your question.

====15. Do you have any piercings?

Nope.


====16. Do you have any tattoos?
NNnnnope.

====17. Do you like kissing in public?

Never let anyone see.

====20. Do you shower every day?

Pfft, nobody would leave bed just to shower- When I don't, I use spray shampoo and lather myself up in lotion/perfume. WHOOP.

====21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?

They doooo.
But I don'tttt.

====22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?

Possibly.

It's a scary thought though, y'know?

====23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?

Never again.

====24. Do you think you'll be married in 5 years?
Noooo, I'll be eighteen then :o

====25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?

It'd be nice, I guess, but I sort of just want to make friends right now.

====26. Has anyone told you they don't want to ever lose you?

Yeah. You won't by the way-... we're still friends. I'm sorry.

====27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
*Smiles* Yeah! It was really pretty!

====28. Have you ever been cheated on?
No.

====29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
....

====30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?

Not surgery. I'm happy with my body, just my acne is a bitch.. it's going away though, hooray! :D

====31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?

When we broke up and how they told me it hurt them.

====32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?

Nope.

====33. Have you ever had sex with a man?

I'm a virgin.

====34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
no

====35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Nope. I was older.

====36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?

Mmhm.

====37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?

Yep.

====38. Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?

Yep.

====39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have?

Fuck yeah- and I hated it, thankfully, I realized they were perfect for each other, and that maybe I was just afraid of loosing my friend.

====40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?

Plenty, dear. But for friends too.

====41. Have you had sex so far this year?

Dude, VIRGIN.

====42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?

This is getting really sexual help-

====43. How long was your longest relationship?

Jeez, four months? Screwed up, though.


====44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?

two. Only counting the ones over a three week period.

====45. How many people did you kiss in 2011?

Nada.

====46. How many times did you have sex last year?

 PERSON STAP

====48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?

I would generally ignore it, or congratulate them on said "achievement". It's happened before. Of course, jealousy would kick in and I would try and steal them away from each other whenever possible.

Just kidding, I would probably come to my senses.

Or would I?

====49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
Don't got one, yo'.

This is purely to get out of my mood right now. Fffuuhhhgghhhnfdjlxgntirbkvkg.


tagged by this sexy beast :iconkaelaanne:


Also not tagging anyone because hnnnn


1. Who was the first youtuber you ever watched?

Guuhhh, The first one ever... mm... Fuck, NigaHiga, but I didn't really like him at first, and that was back in like, 2010? My first "obsession" was pewdiepie, I guess.

2. Do you play minecraft?

Yes, this is literally my favorite game ever made, other than metaroid and pokemon.

3. What's your favorite color?

ggrrrRERRREASTDRfgshvgwqebdjehfbek.

That was supposed to say green.

4. If you could hang out with one person for a whole day who would it be?

:iconstephanoslillover:,:iconbroarmymember:, :iconchikokun: and a few other internet peeps like kirbs and you.

5. What's your favorite TV show?

Uhh, Supernatural and any murder shows.

6. Are you a part of any fandoms?

Supernatural, Tubers, and I forgot the rest????

7. Heroes or villains?

Villians

More specifically, Bad boy good girl.

eh.

8. Coffee or tea?

TEA. I HATE COFFEEEEEEE >:U

9. Who's your bestest internet friend?

I can't choose- I guess the one who I talk to the most and the one who makes me laugh way to much is Kat... We get along really well and shit.

10. Hug? :3

Yeah, I really need one, thanks Kae uwu *Huggles*


--

Sorry for my shit mood, guys. I'm just kind of angry???? .I.

Guys

Stoppp

Jeez I barely even post any art on here anymore--

Fffuugggghhhh-

Jeez I'm supposed to be drying my hair right now but I dun-wanna----

Jesus I'm so ready for highschool

Come at me bro-

Anyway, uh, thanks for the watches

Seriously

I'm sort of dying right now so

Pft-

~Apples
WELL SHIT BYE SUMMER

I COMPLETELY have dodged the fact that I have summer bridge (A small introduction to highschool.) in FIVE DAYS.

//HYPERVENTILATING

Fuck- Like, I need to go shoppin' for school shit.

Clothes mainly because I'm pretty sure you can't wear shorts above the finger tips by 1 decimeter and tanktops TWO fingers wide ( The straps have to be four fingers wide for a TT, and three for a dress.) to school.

Or, my school dammit.

I mean, I'm happy as hell, but my summer just went by terribly fast and the next four years-

You, eh, catch my drift.

Operation: GET DAD OFF HIS BOOTY AND GET'EM TO TAKE ME TO THE STORRREEE.


What is it about you people that attracts me?

The kind words?

Possibly...

((Hey, everyone! You may continue this.

Happy birthday, Deviantart :>))
You all may be completely clueless as to what I'm about to say, but listen anyway!

If you watch my other account then you know I was supposed to be gone for the next few days, in and out, etc. Because of family problems goin' on. Well, as far as I'm concerned, they're now solved.

No necessarily about the whole boot camp thing with my Dad and brother being idiots, but with my "Great Uncle" mike.

I don't call him Great Uncle (or just uncle. But was, y'know, my Great grandmas son.) anymore.

He is NOT apart of my family, as far as I'm concerned.

Read this in a happy tone, because I'm ecstatic.

My Uncle recently has had the power of attorney ((Look it up.)) over my great Grandma, Doris, for the past few years now. He said he lived in Florida, but no one really knew. The guy has had a problem with drugs in the past and such, been to jail... In fact, he missed my own Mother's funeral because he was in jail for drug use.

That was the first reason I knew I wouldn't like the guy.

My Great grandma, or BB, when you get down to it can only be described as two things:

Psychotic and Elderly beyond repair.

My cousin hannah and I would literally have to watch her walk from the dining room table to her bedroom, which is a good ten feet away. It took ((AND I TIMED IT TOO. SO NOPE, NO BULL.)) 34 minutes for her to get there.

So, anyway. Having the power of attorney (LOOK IT UP OR YOU WON'T UNDERSTAND THIS FOR SHIT.) he was the only one that could put her in a home.

But you know why he didn't put his OWN MOTHER in a home?

The guy was a cheap bastard. MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. Greedy, selfish asshole- he said it would cost to much money.

Save your fucking bullshit, Micheal. Please.

But FUCKING PLOT TWIST-

He wasn't "In jail" during my mother funeral.

Obviously, my Granpas house was packed.

Six of us in there, in that really, REALLY small house.

You know why he didn't attend her funeral?

Because he would have to stay in a hotel.

Oh

My

God.

My mother LOVED that man. She talked so well about him- it's like she had some rabid fascination for him I just could never figure out, because I hardly knew the guy.

So. Long story short, because I don't feel like typing this up later-

He tried to leave the country.

SORRY NOPE MIKE HA BITCH

WE GOT THAT ASSHAT ARRESTED

He can't leave the country. Ever. Again. Not for vacation, business meetings, anything.

Take that, you selfish fucking pig.

This is what you get for A) Abusing power and B) Messing with MY family.

-

People don't mess with my family. Even though a lot of us have fallen low, I still LOVE my family, including you all. Because I see you all as brothers and sisters- this is how much you've touched my heart, and why it pains me when anything's happened.

So, whenever you feel seriously deprived of a family or friends, title your journal #Marchonmyfamily. Hopefully, I'll see it, and we can watch a movie and eat a bucket of icecream :>

~Apples




I'm crying so much right now- www.youtube.com/watch?feature=…
I Love you all <3